Tuesday, April 29, 2008

A Pastoral Question: Did Wright Feel Wronged?

**This post has nothing to do with politics, except what we can learn to help us be better pastors.**

On the one hand, it seems there has been more than enough public analysis of Barack Obama's former pastor, Jeremiah Wright, and his public speeches (his past sermons and his most recent appearance at the National Press Club), including a brief post of my own here a month ago on my Centre Daily Times blog, Pray Tell.

On the other hand, much of the recent analysis has focused on the obvious--that Pastor Wright's continued outspokeness is surely hurting his former parishoner's campaign for the presidency. The talking heads have asked if Pastor Wright is utterly clueless to this fact (yet he appears to be quite bright), or is he just plain selfish, wanting any spotlight he can get for himself and his upcoming book.

I believe there are two other possibilities:

(1) That Jeremiah is incredibly focused on his lifelong, prophetic 'jeremiad,' and cares little about how it affects anyone in his life, including himself. Of course, that doesn't sound very pastoral.

(2) That he is hurt that Barack Obama has distanced himself from his former pastor (in particular, disinviting Rev. Wright to his original candidacy announcement last year).

The second theory is given credence by an insightful news commentary linked today on the Drudge Report, that the woman who organized Rev. Wright's appearance before the National Press Club is an avid supporter of Hillary Clinton.

Okay, maybe Rev. Wright was manipulated a bit, but that begs the question as to what would cause him, again, to so obviously do something that would bring harm to Obama's candidacy, the first real possibility that America has ever had of electing an African-American to the presidency.

A lot of people think that pastors are beyond being hurt, but, unfortunately, I have not found that to be the case. Not only are we people, too, but sometimes we expect far too much from those around us and we wrestle with the same forgiveness issues that everyone wrestles with when that happens.

As someone who often oversees pastors, I often hear their stories of hurt and disappointment coming from an action of one of their parishoners. I often say to them, "That's why they need us."

In the Early Church, there was a book written called The Shepherd of Hermas. It was held in such high regard that some Early Church fathers felt it should be included in the Christian Scriptures. Here is a passage that is a hard passage for pastors to hear, but I share it nonetheless:

For if the shepherds themselves shall have been found scattered, how will they answer for the flocks? Will they say that they were harassed by the flock? No credence will be given them. For it is an incredible thing that a shepherd should be injured by his flock; and he will be punished the more because of his falsehood.

Have I ever been hurt by a parishoner? Yes, I'm afraid I have, but I try to remember the passage above and then forgive and move on. It's like a parent overreacting to a hurt from a teenager. It can then endanger everyone.

Pastors, by nature, have to have a great degree of sensitivity, but that sensitivity can also bring us (and everyone else) down if we are not careful.

What do you think?

Monday, April 7, 2008

Improving our Ministry Economy

In May, evangelical Christians across America will receive tens of billions of unexpected dollars from the IRS.

We at State College A/G are encouraging our people to give in a short-term "Improving our Ministry Economy" campaign. You could make it for anything, but we are asking people to give toward our mortgage to save money in the long run and release more ministry.

I am asking those without serious personal debt issues to consider doing what Arline and I will do--simply endorse the check over. Others may split it in half, or do whatever they feel the Lord wants them to do.

It's not too late for you to do this. We have very, very simple artwork. If you wish to email me at pgrabill@aol.com, I can send you a PDF file.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Sven's 11 steps to identify pride

Sven Bengsston's 11 ways to identify pride

1. talks about self
2. wants the glory
3. is not impressed by others
4. is a bad listener
5. lies to maintain a false front
6. lies to avoid embarrassment
7. will not admit wrong
8. has a hard time asking for help
9. wants to be different
10. is demanding
11. always wants to be boss

If you want, you can watch or listen to this message at www.freedomvalley.org, in the sermons section. Hopefully you will be helped as much as I was!

messed up

Wow, God messed me up tonight.

Sven Benggston preach tonight on 11 ways to know if pride is creeping into your life. To my dismay and humiliation, I pretty much found myself in all 11 of them! Instead of praying for a lot of penitent sinners at the altar, I led them there and wept, while the Holy Spirit scrubbed my rotten little heart.

I left my notes in my Bible at church, so perhaps later I can write them out for you here. But until then, his sermon (which probably will not hit you like it hit me) is available on our website if you care to watch or listen to it.

And while I am at it, please forgive me, all of you, for my pride and my arrogance. If I know anything from years of counseling and leading people, it is that you-all saw this in me for years already, and were patiently waiting for God to deal with me on it. I usually marvel when someone repents, that they are the last person to see it -everyone else already knew. So I would guess you-all saw this in me years ago. I am horrified and humiliated, and so sorry.

You-all must have put up with a lot, while waiting. I am sorry. Please pray for me. And thank you for your friendship nonetheless all these years.

Gerry Stoltzfoos